today,i duno my title is what..so just blank it..my mood is down and grey..so put my words become grey..

i see a blog today..i just know that these time u are nt happy..bt that day when we have a meet and having lunch, u din tell me all about this..u just hear me say what..i am so surprise that u can cry easily..it is because for me, u are the people that wouldn't cry easily..bt see yr blog, i just know that i am wrong..

suddenly my mood feel so down..maybe it is because i see u sad and make me sad..and feel that we already nt like before..

i am so admire u that have two beloved+ intimate friends..no eveyone can meet it and get it..u really very luckily..from i meet u again at our secondary school n become sisters,i have see u have a lot of friends that very good with u and good to u..so when u feel unhappy, still gt people beside u to support u and help..

the most i feel down is...i and you.. suddenly i feel that we are getting far and far and far
+++...isn't we already have our own life or our life already nt same or what..i duno..just feel that we are nt like before...the most sad i feel...

i still very remember that my f3's life is the most happy..

bt now, i already duno go where to find happy..HAPPY already a past time..i feel that i might lost u..i am so scared that i will lost u..i duno what your feel bt my feel is like that..if i really lost you,i duno i will do what and become what..

from before until now,u never tell me about u..sometimes i really duno what are u thinking.. because u never tell me..i duno what is the reason..bt i know u will tell someone..so, sometime i feel down and down++...sometime i will cry myself...

i know that i and someone are different..someone is beloved...i am just i duno..

when i am still at f3 , we study together..wake up early to study..i will sms u to call u wake up..we sometime will have lunch together after school..we will have breakfast too..at your class..i will do and prepare breakfast for u...and i still remember that got one time you prepare breakfast for me..that day i am so HAPPY..after exam, u will bring me out to enjoy..coz u know that mum never give me simply go out with other people without u..when i having asthma at school ,u company me at medicine room coz u know i am so scared to stay at there..u company me..

bt, nowadays,all already CHANGE...we never study together..we will always have a long long time din see to each other..and i duno yr condition at ALL if i din online or go to facebook...i just know you and yr condition through facebook..if i am nt going to facebook ,i will duno u at all.. it is too sad for me..

i never write my blog so long..just because i am very very++++++++down.....

i duno many years ago,are we still sisters or....or duno...

i try nt to think too much..bt i can't do it..i want concentrate at my study and exam and spm..bt i can't..i will always think about this..i hate myself..

i hope i will change my thinking..i hope that i will become more mature..

so i think i will be more less to online already to control myself and my mood..i don't want cry aldy..

hope u will get a happy's life in your future..

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