Gone forever!?

Thursday, April 29, 2010 Y

These two days feel HAPPY..wed's night sis wait me in front of house..wait me abt 1 hour..haha..because i have tuition,so she need to wait me then we just go out..

We go to sri rambai coffee shop to have a drink..and we also call wensze sis to come out..me,sis and wensze sis also take a photo..i am so appreciate it and will keep it forever~~it was so unforgettable..already long time that 3 of us din go out together already..so i am so happy at wed's night...

today after school,sis wait me at gate 3 and we have lunch together..haha..same place~belgium..we get same food..we have long time din chat to each other..bt,today din have a lot of time because i have tuition and sis very++busy too..

i hope that still gt chance like these days..i will never forget it..FOREVER~~

and I miss you already

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Sunday, April 18, 2010 Y

today,i duno my title is what..so just blank it..my mood is down and grey..so put my words become grey..

i see a blog today..i just know that these time u are nt happy..bt that day when we have a meet and having lunch, u din tell me all about this..u just hear me say what..i am so surprise that u can cry easily..it is because for me, u are the people that wouldn't cry easily..bt see yr blog, i just know that i am wrong..

suddenly my mood feel so down..maybe it is because i see u sad and make me sad..and feel that we already nt like before..

i am so admire u that have two beloved+ intimate friends..no eveyone can meet it and get it..u really very luckily..from i meet u again at our secondary school n become sisters,i have see u have a lot of friends that very good with u and good to u..so when u feel unhappy, still gt people beside u to support u and help..

the most i feel down is...i and you.. suddenly i feel that we are getting far and far and far
+++...isn't we already have our own life or our life already nt same or what..i duno..just feel that we are nt like before...the most sad i feel...

i still very remember that my f3's life is the most happy..

bt now, i already duno go where to find happy..HAPPY already a past time..i feel that i might lost u..i am so scared that i will lost u..i duno what your feel bt my feel is like that..if i really lost you,i duno i will do what and become what..

from before until now,u never tell me about u..sometimes i really duno what are u thinking.. because u never tell me..i duno what is the reason..bt i know u will tell someone..so, sometime i feel down and down++...sometime i will cry myself...

i know that i and someone are different..someone is beloved...i am just i duno..

when i am still at f3 , we study together..wake up early to study..i will sms u to call u wake up..we sometime will have lunch together after school..we will have breakfast too..at your class..i will do and prepare breakfast for u...and i still remember that got one time you prepare breakfast for me..that day i am so HAPPY..after exam, u will bring me out to enjoy..coz u know that mum never give me simply go out with other people without u..when i having asthma at school ,u company me at medicine room coz u know i am so scared to stay at there..u company me..

bt, nowadays,all already CHANGE...we never study together..we will always have a long long time din see to each other..and i duno yr condition at ALL if i din online or go to facebook...i just know you and yr condition through facebook..if i am nt going to facebook ,i will duno u at all.. it is too sad for me..

i never write my blog so long..just because i am very very++++++++down.....

i duno many years ago,are we still sisters or....or duno...

i try nt to think too much..bt i can't do it..i want concentrate at my study and exam and spm..bt i can't..i will always think about this..i hate myself..

i hope i will change my thinking..i hope that i will become more mature..

so i think i will be more less to online already to control myself and my mood..i don't want cry aldy..

hope u will get a happy's life in your future..

and I miss you already

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Saturday, April 17, 2010 Y

these day feel so stress..mid year exam already nearest..bt i not yet prepare well...my godness..hope can faster finish my study..this mid year is so important because it is our spm backup..and need it to get the scholarship..hope that can get the stupendous results..
hope god bless me..IRENE, try your best!! gambatte!!

Hope that the exam will pass soon and i can be more freedom..

and I miss you already

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Friday, April 16, 2010 Y

this is the photo that i with my brothers..

this is our family..

last week,10th of april..our ONG's family have a family trip to genting..that day,alll of us were so happy..and thankful to the god that we have this chance..later,my cousin suggest that we can have a trip to whatever anywhere once a year..every family member can gathering together..it is quite good..

i hope that this plan can go on..that is a good memory for me..

and I miss you already

Friday, April 16, 2010